Emotional Roller Coaster

I have far too many emotions going on right now. I am excited, yet terrified. I am ready, yet worried. I am in pain, but I know this pain is going to be nothing like labor pain. John is finally feeling better and hopefully will be over his cold or almost over it by Sunday. This morning I was talking with a friend at work who had a son in August. She had an emergency c-section. I was saying that I just hope they do not rush him off because it will scare me. Then she started crying because she knows how scary it is and then I started crying. Oh my, I knew then I would be a blubbering idiot all day.
I am also getting worried about the dogs. Harley was acting so weird with me all day yesterday. She was all about snuggling and obsessed with having her head on the belly. I know they know something big is about to happen. Even though we have family checking on them and John will have to just go home to check on them I am so worried. They will be wondering where I am and this whole thing will be stressful on them. And then after we get home Daisy will have more stress from all the guests and the new baby. I suppose I have enough on my mind I should stop worrying about the dogs too. Sunday early evening or Saturday night I am going to go eat myself to sickness at Big Steer. Bring on the beef. I am also worried about the whole not eating. I am going to be starving!
Well this may be my last blogging for awhile. Let’s hope he is healthy, the rest of it will happen however it happens. I will send a post ASAP about the big event.