Those who did not have morning sickness make me mad!

I am really getting sick, of being sick. All the time, every day and every night. Got medicine, doesn't help. Pretty sad when the Dr. Actually diagnoses you with severe nausea. And when people say it is a good thing because it means the baby is really taking, I want to scream at them and say, I do not want to hear you say it is a good thing, when you have not been puking constantly. I have been told by the Dr. It should let up in about two weeks, and then I have read it goes until 14 weeks. Of course that is not a standard, so I could have it all the time I guess.
Sorry to complain, just so frustrated.
Last night I had a terrible dream that I was at Mom and Dad's and they were having me ride Janel's horse and I got bucked off. I went and sat on the deck and then I immediately lost the baby. It was terrible. I woke up and was so upset that I woke John up and then I could not get back to sleep. I think I woke up another 4 times before I had to get up. I think I had the dream because the Dr. had just told me no horseback riding!
That's about all for now. We are hoping to go camping this weekend. But it will have to be heading out Saturday morning and coming back Sunday. I hate to only go that short, but until John's hours change it would be so late by the time we got there Friday night. I think we are going to try Roberts Creek near Lake Red Rock.